Riding with the wind, floating in the breeze.
Only, just daydreams.
Only, lots of them.
Little Wing
You enthusiastically commented that my work seemed to be on a roll in face book a week or two ago. In some respects, it is.
Since last autumn, I have had idea upon idea, one after the other, they don't stop.
The problem is that the only ones that seem to be successful are the ones that stay with me.
As soon as I try to involve other people they seem to take off for a short while and then slowly, but surely, the wheels fall off.
I cant help but think (in some instances) I may be scaring people off. I mean, how scared are people going to be about getting their programme hacked into in a powerfully maverick way?
In particular:
There has been a "peoples" art gallery/set up in which a colleague and I were aiming to set up a particularly large art show in September which has slowly fizzled out due to their lack of commitment. They either don't want us, or are incredibly inefficient.
There is an outdoor project in which I have expressed interest since it first got started last September and whilst being very friendly haven't been able to fit me into their scheme of things. Although I do find familiar faces cropping up here and there - jobs for the boys as it were.
And,
There was the large billboard project, last autumn, that was set up by someone I have worked with on large things previously.
I actually helped to set up this thing "E.C.Arts" as a viable thing in its early days. I was encouraged to go for the projected which involved covering billboards all over Birmingham and spent weeks putting proposals together for three billboards, all of which were rejected by the "committee".
I have since learnt that others have been granted billboards who hadn't even initially applied and some even knew that they had the commission before the thing was announced anyway.
And last, but not least, I was working on my own pub sign extravaganza which was quite forcefully knocked into the long grass following a very significant change in the position of the goal posts.
Fuck me again, I'm a poet!
My main problem, is probably its time to go public again.
And I seem to be failing on finding suitable venues.
There seem to be be far too many curators and organisers around, maybe people who feel they have more to offer than the actual artists themselves, seeing as they have organised the actual event.
They actually do M A courses to learn how to go about it in a text-book kind of way.
The underling currant at the moment, the hip way of approaching your art work is: just get on with it - don't think about why you are doing it. Work that out after you have completed it.
This has been one way I have approached my work all my life. One way, not the only way.
I look around and I see places and empty spaces and I think "I could be there"
Maybe its time to create my own bulldozer to jump aboard and plough forward with my own art quiver and maybe invite my own friends to come along.